Monday, December 22, 2008
What Paper Towel Brands Are The Strongest
I am someone who can not love without tea. Tea tea tea. From morning to night. To be honest I eat (well, play it laziness, weakness and monetary reasons in) exclusively from tea and tap water, terms of the fluid. But why should not you? If someone says, tea does not taste it, it probably has just not found a tea that he likes. But there are infinite varieties, when someone says tea is flavored water, he's right. If he says, so would tea taste even for water, he has never drank black tea. To illustrate just may prefer longer can. Served cold, it still more. But tea! Tea is great. Tollig frolic
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Vtech Kidizoom Camera Bag
It formulates Maria Mena in her magnificent song "All this time".
"So we've had some detours, some stupid men ... now we know what not to do again "
so true. Word. The movie is amazing. I do have a theory: If one is permanent single one is depressed. It needs a nudge to create the. Which can have many faces. It means that you get more confident and open dealing with others. This may be something completely superficial, such as weight loss but also all other possible areas.
this causes the shove one thing: The idiots running after one. The idiots who are looking for something superficial large value. The idiots are not interested enough for a man who does not are so open. The idiots who want to invest any energy to get to know people properly. The idiots that you will not actually have. But they are running behind one. It is done. Like a flower that blooms just after it from dehydration.
And then you play the game. Man agrees to the plan. At some point, can you look a one of the idiots. And then you realize, of course, that such an idiot in general are not worth it. That the reasons which led to finding an interesting, absolutely speak against them. A sensible person would say that's purely from the front clear. But I think: There must be at once the morons running behind, you have to become involved with they have and then be convinced even more evident from the fact that they are not worthy. And look happy a guy who is different.
So I am at least free from the single frustration: D Of course this is easier said than done, because first you have to get the morons to run after you, and fools are often just superficial. But frankly, if you work instead of his will can all step Depp just skip them. This saves you a lot of trouble. This can, however, frustration of not really fight. We can only hope for the change. And change always comes. Precisely when they are least expected:)
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Prominent Capillaries On Chest
Today I ventured an experiment curls shampoo for smoothing fluid.. It was not even intended. I wanted to wash hair and I remembered that I have such a smooth fluid, one approaches this before was to function. So I decided to try to have straight hair tomorrow (if you have half a whole nothing and nothing can help yourself since fortunately in both directions).
When I wanted to wash the hair then I remembered that I do currently have a curling shampoo. Yes, I would just stop trying. I have slightly wavy hair eh And yes it has the support so far and done what I wanted. I did not want to conjure a curly mane or something. Anyway, I thought it was more expensive smoothing fluid, which will defeat the hair shampoo so easily. So I
hair washed, cleansed some smoothing fluid on the bed and placed the phone. And when the hair quite dry and I even went to the bathroom I realized: I was wrong. The hair shampoo winner. With considerable advantage. As well as it has never worked. Now I'm confused
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Monday, October 13, 2008
Adjust Mccullouch 2816 Trimmer
Who does not? Sitting on a date, wondering secretly only one thing: How long must I endure that? But why endure passively, when you can get rid of active? And all this without confusing rudeness or a man, no, he will not even notice that it was your idea. Simply say one of the following things: first
You totally remind me of my Ex .. was only the second somehow larger
Do you really have children? "I want at least 4
third Do you really up to agriculture? I'm going to the farm of my parents
take fourth Can you find me fat? Honestly!
5. What are you thinking about?
6th I love you! Will you marry me?
7th What do you think actually too esoteric?
eighth What do you think about all of urine fetishes?
9th I would never lift a finger for a man that can make themselves beautiful
10th I think it's natural if you do not shave their legs. And all the other not. This simply exudes more charm.
Good luck!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Caller Id Block Rogers
Times change. The practice of dating are changing. Blind Dating has been around a long time, it was an advertisement, it reacted someone out, they met without knowing each other or to know what the other one. This can go well, the powerful can go in your pants. I've always wondered why they should, as doing something, I would be too uncertain, that you are at all well understood. But these days there is hardly anything yet. Today, there are also the Internet (TM). 47% of Germans go on the internet looking for a partner. 6 million couples have so found. Sounds promising, right? I believe no longer that of the cliché is something to it that only desperate, ugly and crazy people look around the internet for a partner. I wanted to but it still does not. Of course there are huge advantages over the old newspaper ads: you can talk before, virtually "sniff" and also exchange pictures. Even video telephony is. And then you can take so and see if you get along well. Nevertheless, I would find it strange from the outset rumzustöbern the internet in search of a man who I like. And there is so much, the voice (not electronically distorted), the appearance (not dressed for a photo), style of dress, the movements of the body, and above all, the smell of it! was indeed some studies have already shown that that the odor in mate choice is very important because you are looking for a partner with subliminally, preferably of different DNA to their own. Can happen, for it to be "no smell", when people meet. That would be all awkward and complicated. Although I must have more than just such a Blind Date to have had to admit ... Thanks
Thursday, September 18, 2008
What Would You Name Your Son
a veterinary student at the slaughterhouse
" will be accepted only animals that are transported humanely and properly marked are"
on the sign of the concrete ramp .
At the end of the ramp, is stiff and pale, a dead pig.
" Yes, some die during transport. Circulatory collapse. "
Experience and written by Christiane M. Haupt
How lucky that I have taken the old jacket. Although only in early October, it is bitterly cold, but I'm cold not only because of that. I bury my hands in my pockets, forced me to a friendly face and to listen to the director of the slaughterhouse, which I just explained that it does not make long live more investigation, only a living animal.
700 pigs per day, as should go.
"There are no sick eh Animals there. We would return immediately, and that costs the deliverer of a sensitive sentence. This makes the once and never again "
I nod dutifully -. By, hold only, you must bring these six weeks behind you - what happens to sick pigs?
"There is a very special slaughterhouse."
I know a lot about the transport regulations, and how much better you take it today with the protection of animals.
The Word spoken in this place sounds macabre.
In the meantime, the grunting and squealing polyphonic Double Deck Transporter of us to heranrangiert to the ramp. Details can be identified in the early morning darkness hardly the scenery is something surreal and reminiscent of those ghostly newsreels from the war, are driven to gray car full of rows of pale, anxious faces of a loading ramp, crouched on the crowds of gun-bearing men.
Suddenly I'm in the middle.
Something you dream in evil Dreams that make you tremble with sweat: Amidst billowing fog, bitter cold and dirty in the twilight of this unspeakably evil building, this flat, anonymous block of concrete and steel and white tiles on the back edge of the forest frosterstarrten; happens here the unspeakable, of which no one wants to know.
The screams are the first thing I hear on that morning when I arrive to take up an internship,
whose refusal for lost me five years of study and the failure of all plans for the future would mean.
But everything in me - every fiber, every thought - is denial, is disgust and horror and awareness not rise adjustable impotence: Watching must be able to do anything, and they will force you to join us up also to defile with blood.
From far away, when I get off the bus, the screams of the pigs like a knife. Six weeks later they will have me tingle in the ears, hour after hour, without ceasing.
persevere. is
up for It eventually ended. For the animals before.
A bare courtyard, some ice cream truck, sides of pork on the hook in a brightly lit door.
Everything clean embarrassing. This is the front.
I am looking for the entrance, is located on the side. Two cattle trucks go past me, yellow lights in the morning mist. Mir has a pale light the way, lighted window. A few steps, then I'm inside, and now everything is just white-tiled. Not a soul to be seen. A white round - there, the dressing room for ladies. Almost seven clock, I'm moving: white, black, white. The borrowed helmet grotesque rocks on the smooth hair. The boots are too big. I shuffle back into the hall, come up against almost together with the responsible veterinarian.
-like welcome. "I am the new intern."
Before we start, the formalities.
"Put on something warm to, go to the director and give out your health certificate. Dr. XX will tell you where you start. "
The Director is a jovial gentleman who told me once about the good old days when the slaughterhouse was not privatized.
Then he hears it and unfortunately it decides to carry me around in person.
And so I come to the ramp.
right hand barren concrete square, surrounded by icy steel rods. Some are already filled with pigs.
"We begin here by five clock in the morning."
shoving here and there crawling land, a few curious snout to slide through the grill, clever eyes, others restless and confused. A large sow is persistently go to another, and the Director to Marry a stick and hits her repeatedly on the head.
"The bite is usually very bad."
bottom, the vans pulled down the wooden door, the foremost pig shy away from the rickety and steep transition, but from the back will push ahead, because a driver has climbed between them and distributes powerful blows with a rubber hose.
I will not subsequently be surprised at the many red welts on the sides of pork.
"The stun baton is now banned for pigs" , teaches the Director.
Some animals dare stumbling and uncertain first steps, then surging behind the rest, one slip with the leg between the door and the ramp comes up again, limping on. They find themselves between the steel beams which they lead inescapably to a still-empty pen. When it comes to a corner to wedge the front pigs, all stuck, and the driver cursing furiously thrashing and a behind most of those who are trying frantically to jump on their fellow sufferers.
The director shakes his head. "brainless. Simply brainless. How many times have I already said that it does not matter, the very last beat of '
pursuing While I was still frozen in this play - which is intended not all true - you carrier circumstances -
he turns away and greeted the driver of another transport, has gone along with the other and now prepares to unload.
Why it's here a lot faster, but also with a lot more screaming CARRIED, I realize, as behind the rise stumbling pigs a second man from the hold appears, for what is not fast enough, is endowed by him with electric shocks .
I stare at the man, then the director, and this once again shakes his head: "Well, you know, this is for pigs now prohibited, "
The man looks in disbelief, then puts the device in his pocket.
people talk about the intelligence and curiosity in the eyes of a pig? From behind me a little nudge in the knees, I turn around and look in two awake blue eyes.
Many animal lovers I know who rave enthusiastically about the oh-so soulful cat's eyes, the faithful puppy dog eyes - who speaks of the intelligence and curiosity in the eyes of a pig?
these eyes I'll be very soon or otherwise meet: silent before screaming fear, the pain dull, unseeing, and then broken torn from their sockets, kollernd on the bloodstained ground.
Cutting edge touches me a thought that I monotone in the following weeks to repeat hundreds of times in the Spirit:
eating meat is a crime - a crime ...
After a brief tour of the slaughterhouse, starting in the break room. An open window towards the slaughter hall, floating in an infinite sequence on the assembly line pale and bloody pig halves over. Nevertheless, two employees are having breakfast.
sausage bread. The white coats of the two are covered in blood, under a rubber boot is a scrap of meat. Here the noise is still steamed inhuman, contrary to propose to me soon after deafening, as I am led into the slaughter hall. I go back, because a half pig whistles sharply around the corner and splashes against the next. It has touched me, warm and doughy.
That's not true - the is absurd - impossible.
come crashing in on me at once. Cutting screams. The screech of machines. Tin rattle. The pungent stench of burnt hair and burnt skin. The haze of blood and hot water. Carefree laughter, shouts. Flashing knives, meat hooks drilled through tendons, hanging out with half the animals without eyes and twitching muscles. Chunks of meat and organs that fall splashing in a blood-filled gutter, so that the ugly South splashes on me. Fatty meat fibers on the ground on which you slip.
people Weiss, runs the blood of their coats under their helmets, or caps faces as you meet them everywhere: in the subway, cinema, supermarket.
involuntarily expected monster, but it is the nice grandpa next door, the offhand young man in the street, well-groomed gentleman from the bank.
I'm greeted friendly.
The director shows me even more quickly today empty cattle slaughter hall:
"cattle are Tuesdays turn!"
- passes me a lady and hurry away, and he has to do. "The killing Hall, you could even see time in peace."
it will take three weeks, before I tell you overcome.
is the first day for me yet reprieve. I'm sitting in a small room next to the break room and hour by hour Slice meat from a small bucket of samples, which regularly top up a bloody hand from the slaughter hall. Each piece - an animal. The whole is then portions chaffed, set with hydrochloric acid and boiled for trichinosis. The lady shows me everything. One never finds trichinosis, but it is required.
The next day I will own a part of the huge fragmentation machinery.
A quick introduction: "Here, the rest of the tonsillar ring cut and remove the mandibular lymph nodes. Sometimes a shoe horn attached to the claws, then arrange the "
-. And I cut At it, it must go fast, the band continues on and on. About me other parts of the carcass to be removed. Does Mr peppy, or accumulates in the gutter of me too much bloody Sud injected the slurry to me in the face. I try to avoid the other side, but since
be cut with a huge, sparkling water saw the pigs, you can not possibly be here without getting wet to the bone. With gritted teeth I saber on, yet I have to rush me too much to think about all the horror can and also devilishly careful not to cut into my finger.
The next day, I borrow from a fellow student who has been behind the whole thing is a chain glove. And you must stop to count the pigs, glide past the dripping on me.
Also rubber gloves I use anymore. While it is horrible, with bare hands in the warm corpses to rummage, but since you inevitably smeared up to his shoulders, is the sticky mixture of body fluids already in the gloves to go in, that they can save too.
What are they still turning horror movies, if that is here?
The real monsters are those who give this mass murder on a daily basis in order.
Soon the knife is blunt. "Enter ago - I will once the loop!"
The nice grandpa, in truth, a veteran inspectors, winks at me. After he returned to the sharpened knife, he babbles a bit around, I tell a joke and goes back to work. He takes me to continue a bit under his wing and show me some little trick that facilitates the assembly line.
"Gell? You like it here, not everything. I see it. But since you have to times by now. "
I can not find it disagreeable, he gives great trouble to me to cheer up a bit. Most of the other are very ready to help, and certainly they make fun of the many interns who come here and go, the first-shocked serve it with clenched teeth, their time.
But they do it good-naturedly, harassment does not exist.
It makes me think that I - with a few rare exceptions - the people who work here can not feel as brutes, they are just jaded, as I also own over time. This is self-protection. It can not endure otherwise.
No, the real monsters are those who give this mass murder every day in order, by their greed for meat animals to a miserable existence and a more miserable end - force - and other people in a degrading and brutalizing work.
Slowly I am a small cog in this huge automatic death.
some point during the seemingly endless hours, the monotonous handles mechanical, and laborious. Almost suffocated by the deafening cacophony and ubiquity of indescribable horror, the mind digs up from the depths stunned senses and begins to function again. Differentiated, classified, trying to . Understand But this is impossible.
When I consciously detected for the first time - on the second or third day - that bled, shrugging off flared up and sawed pigs, and wiggle his tail, I'm not able to move.
"They - they shrug it ..." , I say, although I know that it is only the nerves, temporarily suspended a veterinarian.
The grins "Damn, is there a 'nen Mistake - that's not really dead " Spooky pulse trembles in animal halves, anywhere!. A chamber of horrors. I am cold to the core.
"Do not look unfriendly. Smile again. You wanted to be sure the vet. "
Back home I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling. Hour by hour. Every day. My next environment reacts irritated.
"Do not look unfriendly. Smile again. You wanted absolutely become a veterinarian. "
veterinarian. Non-animal slaughter. I can not stand it. These comments. This indifference. This obvious murder. I would like, I must speak, I speak from the soul. I choke on it.
from the pig I want to talk, walk that could no longer sat with gegrätschen hind legs. They were long, and beat until they had it beaten into the Tötungsbox. I looked behind me, as it cut commuting over to me, both sides Muscle tear on the inner thighs. Battle number 530 that day, never I forget that number
I want to tell of the cattle slaughter days, from the gentle brown eyes that are so full of panic.
Of the attempts to escape from all the blows and curses, until the unfortunate beast at last in the iron pen to the captive bolt is available with a panoramic view of the hall where the other dogs are skinned and dismembered - then the fatal shot, the next moment the chain on the back foot, which the decisive end, writhing animal in the air moves, while the head is already down abgesäbelt.
And still, headless, spewing rivers of blood, the body rears up, the legs connect to the ...
telling of the awful-smacking sound when a winch pulls the skin from the body, from the automated rolling motion of the fingers with which to cover the eyeballs - the twisted, rotgeä , modified, bulging - pick out from the eye sockets and into a hole in the ground, throw in the disappearing of the "waste". From the smeared aluminum slide, landing on the all offal, which are torn from the huge headless corpse, and then, except for liver, heart, lung and tongue - disappear in a sort of garbage chute - suitable for human consumption.
would tell me that again and again to find the middle of this slimy, bloody mountain, a pregnant uterus is that I have seen small, quite finished looking calves in all sizes, soft and naked and with closed eyes in their protective Amniotic sacs, they were not able to protect - the smallest tiny as a newborn kitten and yet a real miniature cow, the largest hair soft, white against brown and with long silky eyelashes, a few weeks of birth.
"Is not it a miracle, which creates the natural way?"
says the vet, who on duty that day, including the fetus in the uterus and pushes the gurgling Mü ; llschlucker.
And now I know for sure that there is no God may be, for no flash drives come down from heaven to avenge this crime that takes its course, again and again.
Also for the pathetic skinny cow, which, as I am in the morning at seven, is spasmodic twitching in the icy, windswept course just before the Tötungsbox,
there is no God
and anyone who has mercy on her in the form of a quick profit. First, the other slaughter animals are handled. When I go to lunch, she lies still, twitches, no one, despite repeated requests, has redeemed them. I have the halter, which cut sharply into their flesh relentlessly relaxed and stroked her forehead.
She looks at me with her huge big eyes, and I experience now saying that cows can cry.
The debt to witness a crime do nothing weighs so heavy as to commit it.
I feel so very guilty.
My hands, gowns, aprons and boots are stained with the blood of their fellows, for hours I have to the band stood, cut the heart and lungs and livers -
"The cattle saut one is always totally a" , I have been already warned.
This is it, what I would like to report in order to not have to bear alone, - but basically no one wants to hear. Not that I'm not asked often enough during this time.
"How is it so in the slaughterhouse? So, I could not do! "
I dig your fingernails sharp crescents in the palms, not to beat in this compassionate faces, or not to throw the phone receiver out the window.
screaming I want but has long since all that I witness every day, every cry choked in his throat.
No one asked if I can. Reactions to even the most meager answers reveal whether discomfort of the subject.
"Yes, this is terrible, and we rarely eat meat."
I am often inspired: "Grit your teeth, you have to go through it, and soon you have it behind you so!"
For me, one of the worst, most heartless and most ignorant comments, because the massacre continues, day after day.
I do not think anyone has realized that my problem was less to do to survive these six weeks, but that this enormous mass murder happens millions of times - for every happens to eat the meat.
particularly those meat eaters who claim to be, animal lovers will be for me now completely untrustworthy.
"Stop - do not spoil my appetite!"
am also so I have more stalls than once rigorously followed by the increase: "You are a Terrorist! Every normal person laughs you out of it! "
As one can imagine only in such moments.
now and then I look at the little cow fetus, which I have taken home and placed in formalin. Memento mori.
Let them laugh, "normal people". Eyes I can never forget everything, eyes, should see that everyone, which it calls for meat.
Things abstract when you're surrounded by so much violent death, your life seems endless meaningless.
some point you look at the anonymous ranks of dismembered pigs that run meander through the hall, and ask yourself: Would it different if people were hanging here?
particular, the rear anatomy of animals, fat and pimply and red-spotted reminds amazing in what oozes greasy on sunny vacation beaches in tight swimming trunks.
The unending cries over the tingle from the slaughter hall when feeling the pig's death could come from women or children.
blunting is inevitable.
some point I think just stop, it is to end, I hope he makes fast with the electric guns, so it to end.
"Many can not be heard before him" , said one of the veterinarians once "others are just there and cry for no reason. "
I look at even that - as they stand and scream for no reason."
More than half of the internship is over, when I finally in the slaughter hall going to be able to say:
. I've seen "
This closes the path that starts at the front of the loading ramp. The bald course, lead to all the pens, tapering and a door leads into a small Wartepferch for four or five pigs.
Should I ever the term "fear" depict, I would draw the pigs, the issue here with the door closed behind them zusammendrängen, ich würde ihre Augen zeichnen.
Augen, die ich niemals mehr vergessen kann.
Augen, in die jeder sehen sollte, den es nach Fleisch verlangt.
Mit Hilfe eines Gummischlauches werden die Schweine separiert.
Eines wird nach vorn in einen Stand getrieben, der es von allen Seiten umschliesst. Es schreit, versucht nach hinten auszubrechen, und häufig hat der Treiber alle Hände voll zu tun, ehe er endlich mit einem elektrischen Schieber den Stand schliessen kann.
of a button, the floor of the state is replaced by a kind of wheeled carriage on which the pig finds astride a second slide before it opens, and the slide with the animal glides over to another box.
The coarse butcher next to it - I did it secretly always called Frankenstein '- is where the electrodes, a stunning three-point, as the director once said to me. You see the pig rearing in the box, then folded away, the carriage, and the twitching animal strikes bloodied on a Slide up and kicked out his legs.
Again, wait a coarse butcher knife unerringly true under the right front leg, a gush of dark blood forth shoots, and the body slips further.
has seconds later, have already concluded an iron chain around one hind leg and pulled up the animal, and the coarse butcher puts the knife, grabs a smeared Cola bottle, which is several centimeters thick on the with clotted blood covered floor , and approved a sip.
fire flares up, and for several seconds, the Body shake and seem a grotesque jumping dance.
I follow the dangling on the hook and hemorrhaging carcasses in the "hell". So I called the next room. He is tall and black, full of soot, stench and fire. After several bloody curves reached the pigs set a kind of huge oven. Here is entborstet. From above, the animals fall into a collection hopper and slide into the interior of the machine. You can see inside.
fire flares up, and for several seconds, the body shake and seem a grotesque jumping dance. Then they clap on the other side on a large table, to be immediately seized by two rough butchers, scrape down the remaining bristles, tear out your eyeballs and separate the shoes from the horn mouth. For a moment only lasts all of this, here are working in the chord. Hook through the tendons of the hind legs, even the dead animals hanging back and are now gliding to a steel frame, like a flame thrower is designed: a barking noise, and the carcass is of a dozen flames wrapped and flamed for a few seconds. The assembly line setzt sich wieder in Bewegung, führt in die nächste Halle, – jene, wo ich schon drei Wochen lang gestanden habe.
Die Organe werden entnommen und auf dem oberen Fliessband bearbeitet: Zunge durchtasten, Mandeln und Speiseröhre abtrennen und fortwerfen, Lymphknoten anschneiden, Lunge zum Abfall, Luftröhre und Herz eröffnen, Trichinenprobe entnehmen, Gallenblase entfernen und Leber auf Wurmknoten untersuche. Viele Schweine sind verwurmt, ihre Lebern sind von Wurmknoten durchsetzt und müssen weggeworfen werden. Alle übrigen Organe wie Magen, Darm und Geschlechtsapparat landen im Abfall.
At the lower conveyor belt the residual body is made ready for use: cut, cut joints, anus, kidney and subcutaneous fat removed, the brain and spinal cord removed by suction, etc., then stamp on shoulder, neck, loin, belly and leg applied weighed and transported in the cold storage.
not fit for human consumption animals are "confiscated temporarily. The stamps for the inexperienced welding work, the warm, slippery carcass hanging out at the end of the strip is very high, and you do not want to be killed by them, must to hurry, because the balance before clapping the two halves together with much force. I feel as if this defilement and the smell will cling to me forever.
addition, just go out ...
How many times my eyes wandered in all these days at the clock hanging in the break room, I can not say. Certainly no clock is slower around the world than this.
Every morning at half-time allowed a pause, a sigh of relief I rush to the washroom, I barely clean of blood and pieces of flesh, I feel as if this taint and smell of always stick to me.
addition, only addition.
I have in this house never eat even a bite. Either I spend my break, so cold it may be, outside, walk ahead to the barbed wire fence and stare across the fields and woods, watching the crows. Or I go to the shopping center located across the street, there is a small bakery, where you can warm up with a cup of coffee.
Twenty minutes later returned to the assembly line.
Eating meat is a crime.
No meat eaters can ever be my friend. Never. Never again.
everyone, I think each of the meat eating should be sent to here, everyone should see, from beginning to end.
I am here not because I want to be veterinarian, but because people think they have to eat meat.
And not only that alone
Also because they are cowards.
The sterile welded chips in the supermarket has no eyes, which overflowed with naked fear of death, it no longer screams.
All this and save themselves, all those who feed on corpses desecrated:
"Well, I could not do that!"
Then one day comes, a farmer and takes samples for meat trichinosis. His little boy accompanied him, ten or eleven years old perhaps. I see how the child expresses his nose flattened against the window and think: When the children saw it, all this horror, all the killed animals, there were not any hope? I can hear exactly how the boy calls his father. "Daddy, look! Geil! This large saw there. - Aktenzeichen XY "
the evening, on TV, says" unresolved "about the crime at a young girl who was murdered and dismembered, and the unspeakable horror and disgust of Bevo ; Lkerung to this atrocity.
"So I did something similar this Weeks witnessed 3.700mal ", I interject.
Now I'm no longer a terrorist, but on top of that sick in the head. Because I horror and disgust not only for murder of a man feel, but also because of the thousands of feet came the murder of animals: 3,700 times in just this one week only in that a slaughterhouse.
be human - that is not to say no and refuse to be a client of a mass murder - for a piece of meat?
strange new world.
had perhaps the tiny, torn from its mother of calves that died before they were born, the best lot of all of us.
is some point of all this came last never-ending days. At some point I think the internship confirmation in his hands a scrap of paper,
paid dearer than I've ever paid for anything.
The door closes, led me to a tentative November sun on the bare courtyard bus.
screams and machinery noise will be quieter.
As I cross the street, a large cattle truck with a trailer turns into a driveway to the slaughterhouse.
pigs on two floors, crowded.
I go back without a glance, for I have borne witness
and now I will try to forget to live further.
now fighting like others, they took me in that house the power to
the will the joy of life, and they exchanged guilt and paralyzing sadness.
Hell is below us, many thousands of times, day after day.
One always remains, each of us:
to say no.
No, no and again no!
Personal report from Christiane M. Haupt Copyright by:
http://www.stop-abus-animal.com/bulletin/bulletin-aoutE.htm
http://www.vegetarismus .ch/heft/98-2/schlacht.htm
Monday, September 15, 2008
Sore Throat And Lymphoma
What do you do during the holidays, when it becomes boring and all my friends are too far away? Apart from the phone. Quite simply, it makes nonsense on the web. I recently discovered a new Stuss, the insane amount of fun making, may bring new insights into the personality and produces pretty pictures.
following instructions: first
You start to second http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php
You go to www.flickr.com
third You pick from one of the below questionnaire and put the mosaic according to one, for example, on 3x3 with 9 questions
4th One after another, answer questions and look for the answer in Flickr. looking out from the first page is a beautiful picture, paste the link to it on the Mosaic Maker site
5th In the end, click on Create to finish!
questionnaire:
The simplest:
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What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What high school did you attend?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. Favorite drink?
7. Dream vacation?
8. Favorite dessert?
9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
10.What do you love most in life?
11. One word to describe you.
12. Your Flickr name.
Der Geschmackssoundtrack deines Lebens:
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der Geschmack deiner ersten großen Love
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to taste what the perfect summer?
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for what tastes the best kiss?
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the taste of really awful heartache
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the taste of a best friendship
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to what tastes vacation?
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the taste of the 18th Birthday
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the taste of childhood
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for what tastes the future?
When I ... would
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a flower
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a garment
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feeling
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color
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instrument
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dining
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animal
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Game / Driving
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body part
Maybe on occasion I explained once more what I was thinking at the individual things like this ... no longer: D
Monday, September 1, 2008
Heat Pump Runs But No Heat Comes Out
Hula-Hoop! It took a long time coming, but finally I manage to keep the tires five minutes in the air. Juhu! And you feel like less bad if you make an hour times as silly stuff, as the whole day sitting around and eating in between times. The following is a list of things I did in the holidays already (productive, "shopping" is not as newfangled or so, and only roughly):
- Homepage finished and uploaded (www.infamous-sisters.de , visit allowed;)
- about 350 lines of Java code produced
- a drawing with various graphics programs
colored - a Film as a surprise for Eva
cut and edited - a few photos artistic value processed
- one of my two major seminar paper read
- with a wrong shell command used my Eee PC destroyed and re-directed
- designed a wedding magazine in a hurry and completed
- submitted a request GEZ Liberation
So now that I've now listed all things I am not nearly as passive as it was five minutes. And to learn and I'm still, after all ... oh, six weeks;)
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Convery Indian Licence To French
And rum is the semester, and ran well enough it is. Yippee! And we go directly into the phase where one has a constant feeling of having to actually learn. And stuck in the one, the excess energy in any projects must be to prevent a ceiling fall on his head. And very much involved in the alcohol. Together with the start of the semester, the most pleasant period of study;)
Monday, July 21, 2008
Callaway Golf Bag Mini Keg
When I was little I was a living flesh killing machine. I ate probably about one pig per month. My favorite was veal sausage on bread. And for lunch I ate all the more gladly noodles and apple sauce from grandma, and of course all your work. When I started school, I suddenly began to dislike the former beloved Kalbsleberwurst develop. I mean, srsly: Have you looked at the time? I know me there, not as I do not know, maybe the ne usually gray-brown color other than repulsive, but we still came from its own slaughter. Both grandparents were left on it anyway. Calf liver sausage was in elementary school but powerful uncool. And the greatest culinary turning point came with a sequence program with the mouse. It involved the production of wieners. Completely new was time for me that are pressed in sheep intestine. Like almost everyone else. Since I do not eat sausages more. Not even peeled. From then on things went downhill when it came to other meats, I ate less steadily, and now I eat only chicken, ground beef, gyros and salami on pizza and sandwiches. But actually, even if I have not even cook. I am the squeamish person in the world when it comes to meat, and I am always very disgusted if somewhere there is blood or tendons, and that will cut away everything rausgepfrimelt or generous and thrown away, I will eat the last. I have the slightest problem with ground beef. I know this is the disgusting meat. But I see nothing of the more disgusting stuff: P and there can be no nasty surprises at the top biting . Give
have otherwise not my food preferences changed so much. I used to hate zucchini and Brussels sprouts and spinach did not really, today I love zucchini and spinach and Brussels sprouts still hate. Where my mother still imagines, I would love to eat brussel sprouts and so it sometimes makes extra for my sake. Uah. Kalbsleberwurst I've been determined 10 years ago no longer eaten. And bread I can not stand anymore. Spaetzle and homemade applesauce, I still love dearly:)
PS: Exam # 4 is running satisfactorily. 4 down, 1 to go!
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Skype Will Not Show My Webcam
Championship - YAY! XD The football fever has broken out, not only with me. ^ ^
I do not want to bore you with long "expert analysis". I will only say that I'm actually very pleased to now. With some results I had expected this or something like that, a few have surprised me and a few I was very very happy. The Swiss
I regret. : (It's just a shame that they have left as host already, and tonight (actually, read it yesterday;)). They were not bad. One, as I found it very exciting game where both teams have not made the way easy. Secure a draw would have been earned but the Turks had just recently that little bit of luck. ^ ^
Now I will still hope that our guys deliver tomorrow as a beautiful, exciting game as they have already done on Sunday. :)
Su and me because the whole football fever seems somehow has a little made funny in the head (I know this is so even normal: D), I am once again put in a story. I hope it will give them a couple of sequels, because I have a lot of ideas about it. ;)
But first time I bring you the first piece. And I would like to know how you found it. :)
Title: Introduction in the ...
Author:
Fandom: Football Slash - German National Team
Series: Hopefully the start of a new series ...
Rating: PG
Pairing: Timo Hildebrand / Philipp Lahm
Language: German
Warning (s): AU
Author's Notes: For
Disclaimer: All fictional! I know (unfortunately) not that person personally and lend it to me only from my private amusement ...
Summary: In an alternate world, Philip and Timothy not become soccer stars, but students like you and me. Phil is new to the university and still quite uncertain. But yes, it is Timo ...
'Laaaaaaangweilig! " Yawning, Timo is back out a bit more upright and slip on the uncomfortable seat back and forth. It is mid-April, and some Depp has decided that it is a good idea in the lecture room the air conditioner can be made. But - running at full speed and cools the room down to the point that one has the feeling that you were sitting in the fridge.
attracts light shivering Timo his red sweat jacket a little tighter around his shoulders and then take the pencil in the hand to play around with it a bit and lost in thought, his gaze over the rows in front of him to let slide. As always, Timo has chosen a place halfway around the edge. He can just ever so suppress a yawn.
Well, I admit, the night before he had a little too little sleep ... but the nice Rumgemache was really worth. Lars can kiss real good, damn it!
"Look, like you're starting to drool in your sleep yet!" Is, he whispered in his ear at a time. Perplex he turns his head to look at Miriam, with whom he has for study beginning good friends. She looks him with an amused expression on the face, and laughs softly. "Man, what have you been dreaming again, Timo? Was it again yesterday so late? "
a brief moment, Timo tried her stretch the tongue out, but he holds back at the last minute and twisted just pouting eyes, which means that Miriam is now really keep from laughing needs. They poked into the side of Timo cheeky and wants him just a little whisper in your ear, when suddenly clapping her pen from the table and falls into the dark depths of the row disappears before them. Slightly annoyed, Miriam leans forward, but before they said even a sound, is the guy in front of her already bent down and digs under his seat
Interested observed Timo, as under the collar of his fellow student Jean the edge of a snow-white boxer shorts appears. In general this is a very respectable rump takes Timo.
The corresponding face, which now comes back to light sheet, a shy smile. "Please," the little guy and friendly and says quietly enough Miriam her pen.
blue eyes. The first thing that perceives Timo, these crazy blue eyes. Here's a little snub nose, which is framed on either side of a bunch of freckles. And two eyebrows that would do credit to Theo Waigel. The short, light brown hair forward a bit gelled up, what the face of the guy still can contribute a bit younger, almost innocent. But what Timothy is like the best, the friendly little smile that adorns its narrow mouth.
And then it's finally clicking. That face he has been a few times. The entrance examination last month. Timothy was one of the supervisors of the group in which the child was. And he was not bad. Reserved and shy, but ambitious and with a will of iron.
"Hi."
winking Timo appeared again in the here and now, and noticed a tingling sensation in my stomach that this gentle, blue eyes are now on it and scrutinize it shy. Automatically raise the corners of his mouth an equally cautious smile. "Hey. Phil, right? "Satisfaction grins Timo, for he is actually still remember the name of his opponent.
"Mmm, right." Philip nods surprised, but obviously pleased, and then wrinkles her forehead hard. "And you are ... Timo, do you? "
Timo almost have to laugh when he sees Philip's doubtful, in excuse ready look. "Right," he redeemed Philipp from his doubts and smiles reassuringly, so that Philip's forehead smooth again.
"How are you? Already found a new football club? "Asks Timothy and hopes that his voice does not sound so excited, he just feels weird way.
And again go Philipps prominent eyebrows surprised at the amount, obviously about the fact that Timothy recalls their brief conversation at the entrance examinations. Then he shakes his head a little perplexed. "Not yet. but also had no time to do so. "
" Ask once the captain of our team, "Miriam now mixes in with a wide grin.
Both Timothy and Philip, they look on perplexed. "So what do you have?" Philip replied confused. "Ehm, and where can I find him?" He looks questioningly between Miriam and Timo back and forth and his eyes suddenly start to shine quite expectantly.
"You are sitting almost in front of him," explains Miriam Philipp out wide grin and listening with much pride in his voice comes on and Timo friendly elbow in the ribs. "Now is no longer silent as a fish, Timo. ? Have you not yet a place "with an almost expectant gleam in her eyes, she turns to Philip:" What position do you play "
Puzzled flits between Miriam and Timothy Philipps look back and forth?. "Ehm ..." He scratches his neck in embarrassment. "Well, I'm at home last in defense, both on links als auch auf rechts außen gespielt, aber ich bin auch schon ein paar Mal im Mittelfeld eingesetzt worden.“
Ein bisschen überrumpelt fühlt sich Timo jetzt schon, und er kann sich auch nicht so ganz erklären, warum er auf einmal spürt, dass sein Gesicht immer wärmer wird. „Mmh...“, macht er nur zögerlich auf Philipps fragenden Blick hin.
Aber er muss anscheinend gar nichts sagen, denn Miriam quatscht munter weiter. „Super! So ein richtiges Multitalent, was? Na das wär doch mal was für euch, oder, Timo?“ Ihr fragender Blick ruht wieder auf dem Blonden. „Wo doch der Michi eh dauernd mit seinem Knie zu schaffen hat.“
"Okay, all right," admits Philip Timothy and smiles too short. "We .." He is interrupted by an audible cough and look at, right in the face of her teacher who mustered a little disapproval. Timo immediately smiled apologetically and pulls in his head. With Chris, it should not be messed Timo. Although the job as a student assistant brings not peak earnings, Timo can use the money because his parents are not even Croesus personally ...
He knows Chris since the beginning of his studies. They are about the same age, however, has proven to be fast, that Timothy can not keep up with the speed of his friend is. Chris has his Studies carried out in record time and may now already called in the end. Timo is however another three, if not even need to study four semesters.
He is really only ever in the Erstivorlesung because he and Miriam have taken over since the last semester one of the tutors for the accompanying exercises and it is compulsory to get in also in the lectures.
"Let us discuss after class, okay?" Whispered Timothy Philipp, smiles again, then sits down properly and tried to look particularly interested. The design, however, a bit difficult, because the grin that has thrown him Phil before he was good again has turned to the front, Timo's thoughts can be quite confused.
The minute run like chewing gum, even though Chris - Mr. Metzelder for most here in the hall - packed the contents of the lecture as exciting as possible. He marched into his black jeans and pale pink shirt and down and underlines his rambling statements by gestures. The material may not be the most interesting, but it is like Chris by small amusing anecdotes. And yet - after an eternity felt he dismisses them from his clutches and finally in the classroom creates the usual shuffling and busy chatter. Together with Miriam, Timo classified in the chaotic queue on the stairs one.
Just before he reached the door, one hand flat lands with a gentle slap on his butt and Timo twitches a bit frightened. But it is only Miriam, who is now very close behind him and whispered in his ear: "Do something out of it, Great." She breathed a kiss on the cheek. As soon as they stumble out the door, pushes past Timo and disappears with a last wave and a wink of encouragement in the crowd.
Timo amused shakes his head and goes a little further on the window sill in the corridor, so it will not stop all traffic as it waits for Philip. The
also seems pretty fast at the door and pushing cautiously through to Timothy, as he has finally discovered him. "Well," he does so here.
"Hey. Have you now 'ne event? "Timo asked kindly, after which Phil shakes his head silently. Timothy nodded slightly and stretched a little bit the head in order to better look over the crowds. "Then let us look once a place where a little less going on, huh?" He turns, starts, reaches behind him and encloses without thinking about Philip's wrist so he would not lose again in the crowd.
When they step out of the building, he can go again, and Philip's arm remains for a moment pondering. The weather is quite warm for April today and sunny. Timo turns to Philip and grins. "Shall I show you the football field?"
"With pleasure," Phil grinned cheerfully.
Twenty minutes later, they sit in the stands of the small sports stadium, each a Coke in his hand. The place is deserted, only the sprinkler system is heard. Timo often sits up here. It is a wonderfully quiet place, if you will just got to think, or want to see anyone.
"So you're captain of your football team," Phil is quietly determined after a few minutes amicable silence.
"Mmm," makes Timo agreement and leans forward so he can lean his elbows on his knees and watched the jets of water, sprinkle the lawn at regular intervals. "I've been about 'one year."
"And what position do you play?", Will the smaller wondering at his side.
Timo grins a little. "I actually always stand in the gate. Have indeed started as a field player, but then I pretty much moved directly into the goal while ... is he even still in some way. "
Timo runs a shiver down his spine when he hears Philip's soft giggle. He looks to the side and looks Philipp questioningly. "And so you play defense, right?" nods
Munich The petite, smiling. "At home I've played since I was five. First in the midfield. But eventually my coach let me play left back for the fun times and somehow ... I'm still hanging there. "Philip shrugged his shoulders relaxed. "I do not quite right. I like to play in defense. On both flanks. "
Wow, Timo thinks inwardly grinning. If Philip really has stuff on it, he can be a real asset to the team. But now Timothy has also become curious. He would like to know more about Phil. After a sip from his Coke bottle has taken, he looks back at Philip and asked curiously: "Where are you from"
Phil sits leaning back in his seat and piddelt lost in thought at the label around his bottle, looking into the distance. "From Munich," he begins after a few moments to talk quietly. "I was up until a few weeks lived with my parents happy."
Timo whistling softly through his teeth. "Then you're a long way away from home, huh?" Asks, compassionate. For Philip's body language clearly expresses that he still has to struggle with homesickness. "And what brought you here devious her?"
forms on Philip's face, a smile. "This is one of the best sports academies in Germany. Where else should I contact to study sports science? "
also true again, Timo thinks and laughs softly. "With what focus?" He wants to know curious.
"I'm planning at some point 'nen coach ticket to make. Most of all football, or 'ne other ball game, "says Smaller, not without pride in his voice. "And you?"
"sports journalism," sighs Timo. "If at some point I'll finish up, then I'll analyze your games, yes?" He casts a sidelong glance at Philip and they begin to laugh at the same time.
"... Ehm and where are you from? "asked Philip, after a brief, embarrassed silence.
"From Worms. Well, actually from a small town near Worms. Hofheim. But now I am left quite a while in Cologne, "said Timo. "Where do you live here then?"
"In Carl Diem way. B. dorm is nice here, "said Philip, but sounds only half as excited as he obviously intended.
A broad smile covers Timo's face. "And where exactly? Which floor? "
" Third, why? "Philip asked, looking confused Timo again.
"Because I can also live. On the second floor, "said Timo giggling. Coincidences's ...
"Really?" Phil is aimed pleased to again and grins at Timo. "This is ..." Suddenly, he cleared his throat and casts down her eyes. "That's funny," so here he explains.
Philipps reaction triggers a very strange feeling in Timo's belly. The little boy somehow arouses the protective instincts in him. Suddenly he has the urge to make the small Munich happy.
"We have Tuesday and Thursday evenings training. Adjusts to your schedule pure? "he asked kindly. Philip's head moves back up and the Munich Timo viewed with a mixture of confusion, surprise and a bit of hope. "What? You want ... do you want me to play for you? "he asked softly and carefully.
"Sure," Timothy replied promptly. "Why not?"
Philip laughed softly. "Because you do not know me? Because you do not know if I'm good at all? ", He then laid as dry.
Timo waved a dismissive hand. "Oh. We go home now and if you want, when we cook me something. Here's all you can tell me of tell you. "Timo gets up and smiles down at Philip. "And how do you play, you show just on the field, okay?" Invitingly he holds out his hand to Philip.
The small Bayer blinks first a bit taken aback, but then spreads a liberated smile on his face and he can pull himself up. "Okay. And ... Thank you Timo, "Philip murmured softly, walking beside her Timo to the exit.
"No thing, kid," grins Timo Philipp. "I just hope, you have nothing to say against pasta with Timo special."
Phil chuckles a bit and shakes his head. "Not at all. I get up Noodles. "